Yesterday's News

I keep writing about yesterday instead of today... Here's my tidbit about yesterday. :)

First and foremost, I got my cell back! It was fantastic. It was lost at Miami International Airport the night I was supposed to return to Chicago. Fortunately, I called and filed a report, then they found it on the same day, and have great friends, shades_of_amber and jellybeans1 who went and picked it up and mailed it back.

I was up at 9:15 AM. Kelly called me at 9:30 and said she'd be over in an hour. We went to Horizons for the Blind so she could fill out an application. I visited Camile, the most important person there. Then we went out for Starbucks at around 11. We hung around downtown. I ran to the bank and then we went to the bookstore located downtown. Kelly didn't find the book she wanted so we drove to Borders. I bought Crash for $8. Yay me! It's an excellent movie. Target was our next stop. I bought Blue October whilst Kelly bought Twilight.

We headed back to her house and Matt came over. We watched Crash and ate bratwurst with sourkraut. It was good. Cheezits and mereign cookies were a snack. Sarah came over as well and we hung out and watched some House of Flying Daggers. Sometimes it seems I forget how hot Asian people really are. :D I called my dad to tell him that I couldn't go to class because I had to work on FAFSA with my friend Mike. Sarah dropped me off at my house and we chatted for a bit. She had to leave.

I called Mike to see where he lived. He had moved while I was away at school. Fortunately, his new establishment wasn't far from my house or his old apartment. I was able to find it quite easily while riding my bike. (I almost got hit by a car... But, parallel traffic is key! Yay for O & M!) I arrived at his house a little after 7 PM. Mike's girlfriend Susan helped me out. Turns out most of my FAFSA was filled out wrong.... Damn it... I could have lost a lot of money for school. Then they gave me a tour. Their house is enormous and cozy and pretty much amazing. I wish I lived there... I left around 9 PM. My sister came with the SUV to pick me up. (Night riding really isn't good for me...)

I arrived home and ate some really good Korean food. I went upstairs and was on Facebook and returned emails. I tried calling Adam but he didn't answer the first couple times.

Time for venting......

What is up with insensitive men? I'm not saying Adam isn't sensitive. But whenever he is on the phone he doesn't seem very interested in talking to me. It's only when he's with me that I have his attention. Adam is very passionate but seems to forget about me. Sometimes I feel so lonely even if I have him. He is a great guy... But I wish I could find someone who is a little more considerate. I know I am a very difficult person and he's been there almost every time for when I have a depressive episode. But, it seems my boy is receding, getting further away from me. It has been two and a half years as of two days ago. I wish he would actually do what he promises. Empty ones only break my heart.

Leave it.

I hate it when people take my stuff. My sister just took something from my room. Given, it was a box of Bottlecaps... But it was still mine. God damn her! My mother does that. My father does that. Everyone takes shit from me. It's outrageous. OK, so the candy makes me fat. Thanks! I already have enough guilt to kill thirteen people. I already hate the way I look. Why can't they just leave me alone to mutilate the shape of my body? How annoying is it to take something from someone else? I'm not FIVE years old anymore. My younger sister does this to me the most. She acts like she's older and smarter. Fuck her! Arg.... RANT RANT RANT!!!

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I'm extremely frustrated...

What to do

I must be really bored....



Saa likes puppies... :)

Ponderings

Nothing overly exciting happened today. I hung out with Stein and wrote stuff on LJ. We watched The Painted Veil. It was a good movie. I went to Taekwondo but didn't do anything cept slate and stylus work. It was OK. Then my father and I went out for dinner. I had cajun meat loaf. It was kind gross, but who am I to complain?

I got paperwork from GDF today. I have to send half of it back to them. It's the medical release with all the other forms. Kelly signed as my witness. I am so psyched.

I have a few questions though:

1. Is there an alarm clock provided in the bed room we get? If yes, is there an audio in jack for anyone who wants to plug their MP3 player into it?

2. Do we really get TVs and DVD players in our rooms?

3. Is there wireless or an internet connection available? in our rooms? anywhere?

4. Is there climate control in the rooms?

5. We get phones in our rooms? That's what I read....

6. From what I heard, there are instruments that I can play... I read that there is a keyboard... Are there any others? Guitar?

7. Are there a lot of outlets in the room?

8. Do I need to bring towels for showers/baths?

9. Should I bring my swimsuit? Will there be a chance of swimming at all?

10. Are there classes on the weekend?

This is crazy... I'll have more questions later.