Yesterday's News

[c_for_chaos]

I keep writing about yesterday instead of today... Here's my tidbit about yesterday. :)

First and foremost, I got my cell back! It was fantastic. It was lost at Miami International Airport the night I was supposed to return to Chicago. Fortunately, I called and filed a report, then they found it on the same day, and have great friends, shades_of_amber and jellybeans1 who went and picked it up and mailed it back.

I was up at 9:15 AM. Kelly called me at 9:30 and said she'd be over in an hour. We went to Horizons for the Blind so she could fill out an application. I visited Camile, the most important person there. Then we went out for Starbucks at around 11. We hung around downtown. I ran to the bank and then we went to the bookstore located downtown. Kelly didn't find the book she wanted so we drove to Borders. I bought Crash for $8. Yay me! It's an excellent movie. Target was our next stop. I bought Blue October whilst Kelly bought Twilight.

We headed back to her house and Matt came over. We watched Crash and ate bratwurst with sourkraut. It was good. Cheezits and mereign cookies were a snack. Sarah came over as well and we hung out and watched some House of Flying Daggers. Sometimes it seems I forget how hot Asian people really are. :D I called my dad to tell him that I couldn't go to class because I had to work on FAFSA with my friend Mike. Sarah dropped me off at my house and we chatted for a bit. She had to leave.

I called Mike to see where he lived. He had moved while I was away at school. Fortunately, his new establishment wasn't far from my house or his old apartment. I was able to find it quite easily while riding my bike. (I almost got hit by a car... But, parallel traffic is key! Yay for O & M!) I arrived at his house a little after 7 PM. Mike's girlfriend Susan helped me out. Turns out most of my FAFSA was filled out wrong.... Damn it... I could have lost a lot of money for school. Then they gave me a tour. Their house is enormous and cozy and pretty much amazing. I wish I lived there... I left around 9 PM. My sister came with the SUV to pick me up. (Night riding really isn't good for me...)

I arrived home and ate some really good Korean food. I went upstairs and was on Facebook and returned emails. I tried calling Adam but he didn't answer the first couple times.

Time for venting......

What is up with insensitive men? I'm not saying Adam isn't sensitive. But whenever he is on the phone he doesn't seem very interested in talking to me. It's only when he's with me that I have his attention. Adam is very passionate but seems to forget about me. Sometimes I feel so lonely even if I have him. He is a great guy... But I wish I could find someone who is a little more considerate. I know I am a very difficult person and he's been there almost every time for when I have a depressive episode. But, it seems my boy is receding, getting further away from me. It has been two and a half years as of two days ago. I wish he would actually do what he promises. Empty ones only break my heart.

Comments

[lilmizmombassa.livejournal.com]

Glad you got your phone back!! I understand how suck it is to go without that important piece of equipment.

Ugh ugh ugh, I hate FAFSAs; I normally have someone else do mine for me because I'm pretty much braindead and cannot, for the life of me, figure them out.

I'm sorry about your boyfriend. That definitely sounds like a tough situation. Does he know you're feeling this way?

[c-for-chaos.livejournal.com]

Yeah, he knows... He tries to fix it for a little bit and then returns to his own ways... Ugh, it's really irritating...