Sincerely, Without Love

My sister left for Colorado not too long ago. It seemed to be so difficult for her to give me a hug. I haven't been hugged by anyone in so long. Well,  I lied. Adam hugged me yesterday. He asked if I wanted to hang out. For me, it was yet another confession. I can now rest in peace. He doesn't want another relationship. No, I did not ask him back out. I asked him of the chances. His answer made me realize that I can start letting go. I can start opening my eyes a little wider and let others in.
I'm kind of torn on what day I should leave for the convention. It seems like I'd be schafted some nights of fun if I arrive in Detroit on Sunday the 5th. I do want to spend the 4th with my friends and family. I can't decide. 

Sleep Will Overcome Me

I actually accomplished more than I expected today.
I helped Barb paint a wall of her garage. The paint job is her Father's Day gift to her step dad.
I, on the other hand, am clueless to what I should get for my father.
I know for certain a card will be presented.
In other news, I might be auditioning for American Idol this coming Monday. It's kind of a forced movement on my part. Barb is auditioning and is dragging me with her. It's rather nerve racking thinking about possibly doing this.
I know I'll be incredibly nervous and I'm not even that great of a singer. Part of me is secretly wishing that I get crap from the officials about Jim.
I could be the first dog guide user to sue American Idol. *smirk* Or, I could get noticed because of Jim. I'm sure if anything negative happens, the news will be all over it considering Paula Abdul helped Scott Macintyre get a guide dog from GDA. *grin* I'm not sure of what they're up to now or if Scott has his dog yet, but I do know that Paula was a big part of it.  I guess this is an exciting opportunity. After writing it down, I actually want to go through with it. It was rather sudden of Barb to ask me to audition with her. This could possibly stint another part of my dream. Are any of you auditioning? I know that the Boston area will also have an audition venue along with Chicago and Denver. I need to choose a song quick...
I also got my books from chegg.com. I can finally start doing my geography homework due for Friday. Barb says she's going to help me with it considering I helped her with her garage project.
Tomorrow brings visits to the bank, buying more bus tickets, and more garage painting.