Droplets

-school tomorrow (don't want to go... fml fml fml fml fml... how am i going to survive?)
-english teacher messed up angel and i can't get the prompt for our final paper... she didn't email me either... it's due wednesday... i didn't start it... this has been going on for quite a while..... i asked her.. still a no go
<2 inches later> <water, just water>
-listening to Jason Mraz (he's so talented...)
-I miss him... wtf...
-bullshit going around saying that some guy likes me.... i disagree... god, just drop it please? i don't want anymore of this shit.... 
<enter thunder>
-hating these emotions... hate them... die... arg...
-Jim gets shaved... eyebrows and all.... just wanna see what he looks like... tuesday + pictures = you get to see him too
-hiding in the shadows... cautiously... very very cautiously...
-will finish music apprec paper tomorrow
-i want to know how i did on my test.
<flash of lightening>
-windy out (kinda like it.)
-considering working out at MCC.. register for the intersession class... starts in may.... i need to get healthier.. improve my image... smile... anything..
-gotta go do a lot of stuff tomorrow... ugh damn it...
<<end rain>>
Thus, I sit here. Thoughts like droplets, droplets merging into a puddle... I am one huge fucking puddle right now.... Just want to be normal... That's all... Just want a friend... and to be normal... me without a huge piece missing....
[I'm sorry LJ readers... I must sound like a whiny bitch... I <3 all of you... you rock my world... ]